Every kindred spirit you fall in love with is in a relationship with someone else, attracted to a gender/sex configuration that isn’t yours, or very seriously only wants to be your friend. Some people will not neatly fit into a category, and will instead just string you along. Every person that falls in love with […]
Having feelings for you is the most frustrating thing sometimes. It’s not just that I think you’re physically gorgeous, you are, but it’s your personality too. We’ve spent over a year living together, and honestly, I’ve come to truly love everything about you. You’re a beautiful person, and, in so many ways, everything I hope […]
I unblocked you on Facebook today. Looked at your pictures. In a way, it still hurts. It will always hurt at least a little bit, in the way that touching the sharp end of a razor too hard can hurt. You’re married now, and you have a child. In this respect, I am very happy […]
Stood up two times for dates within the past week. This entry is just a little bit of self-reflection on what these experiences might mean, and what they feel like to me.
I still love someone. And it eats me up, day by day. Just when you think you’ve moved on, you think you’re okay with being single and alone, you run into the same person from the past all over again. You end up seeing all the things about them that made you fall so hard the first time.